((Officially going inactive on this account. Again, you can find me on my Harley Quinn account - cyanideandsmiles - if you want to talk OOC or if you want to roleplay. I feel like shit and those anons have driven me away. I probably won’t be back at least for a few months.))
((Can someone please help me?
Please. Anyone. I really need someone to talk to that’s realistic, that won’t just tell me to chin up because “things get better,” because that’s a load of bullshit. I really, really need somebody, anybody, someone that will tell me why the tell any of this shit is worth it. I’m in a hell of a lot of pain right now, and I want it all to stop, by any means necessary. If no one will stop it for me, I’ll stop it myself, so please, someone just give me a reason not to. I’m begging for help, please. I mean it.))
((I’ve been having a really rough time of it lately, so I’m going to be over here for a while. If any of you would like to chat OOC, you can come bug me on Harley or on my Skype. Feel free to send me an ask for my username if you’d like it. I’m really sorry to everyone I’ve no doubt disappointed or let down, I just… don’t feel like I’m doing this character any justice at all, and what with the anons I was getting, and everything, maybe it’s best to just let this account go for a while.
No, the suicidal feelings haven’t stopped, and yes, I still very much want to kill myself. However, I know I have responsibilities beyond just my own needs, so I’m doing what’s right and sticking around for now.
But like I said. If you need me, you can find me on Harley. I’m roleplaying a little on there, mostly just trying to fill my time.))
(( I thought I was ready to come back, and it turns out I’m really not ready to come back at all. I’m really sorry. Horribly sorry. I feel terrible because I owe so many replies, but I just can’t bring myself to get to them. :( If any of you would like to talk OOC, I do have Skype, and I’d be willing to give you my username. I’m really sorry.))
“What’s that?” Ah. Well, this isn’t awkward whatsoever. The Doctor tried to think of a way to explain it without it sounding pretty terrible. It wasn’t as though he fancied Clara - he didn’t want to run out and marry her or anything. He liked her, yes, the same way he liked all of his companions. It didn’t mean anything.
“Who said anything about a Snog Box?”
(( Might be ready to come back to this account soon. I’ll work through my drafts for now and then I’ll see about working on starters for new people. Thank you all for supporting me the way you have. I love all of you so much. ))
((… I have 150 followers.
I have 150— I—
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*lays down* ))
“Ah.” The Doctor had been many, many odd places. It was what he lived for, after all. He’d also seen a very many strange things, and very many strange people. He thrived off of the thrill of the new and the unknown, even if it meant little things. However, when he’d turned on the screen in his TARDIS, he hadn’t expected to see this.
“Hullo. This is rather unexpected. I’m the Doctor. What’s going on, exactly?”
